You’re going to be sad.

You’re going to want to scream and punch things. 

Do it.

Let out every ounce of anger you have.

Sit on the floor and cry until you feel numb. 

Listen to songs that make your heart sink to your feet.

Write angry letters to all the people who have broken you, left you, ignored you or hurt you.

Throw your hairbrush at the wall.

Do it twelve times.

Do it until you feel like you can breathe again.

You’re going to be sad.

You’re going to want to hurt yourself.

Don’t you dare do it.

Sit on the floor and watch cartoons like you did when you were little.

Listen to songs that make you want to dance around your bedroom in your underwear at 3 A.M.

Make paper airplanes out of those angry letters and watch them soar into the fireplace.

Brush all the knots out of your hair and say “I am worth it” into the mirror.

Say it twelve times.

Say it until you feel like you can breathe again.

You’re going to be sad.

You’re going to get through it.

Be strong 

and 

stay strong ! 

There are three people that surround you on your road to being an entrepreneur. The first is in front of you and always wants to be better than you. The second is behind you and always pulling you down. The third is beside you and supporting you on your journey. Be careful of who you surround yourself with. Your choice is in your hand . Choose wisely .

I am bad in history but i can still remember when i first saw you ( infront if the school gate)

I am bad in physics but i can tell the intensity of the spark in my eyes whey they see you ,

I am bad in English but i can tell you that I LOVE YOU Hazirah Ashaari ,

I am bad in every subject but i can say i will pass them all if the topic was YOU ,

It's been 3 years 9 month since we've been together 

And i'm so glad that i have you love. 

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An amazing thing happens when you get honest with yourself and start doing what you love, what makes you happy. Your life literally slows down. You stop wishing for the weekend. You stop merely looking forward to special events. You begin to live in each moment and you start feeling like a human being. You just ride the wave that is life, with this feeling of contentment and joy. You move fluidly, steadily, calm and grateful. A veil is lifted, and a whole new perspective is born.

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Sometimes we get sad about things and we don’t like to tell other people that we are sad about them. We like to keep it a secret. Or sometimes, we are sad but we really don’t know why we are sad, so we say we aren't sad but we really are.

One day, he’s going to know. He’ll know your birthday, your middle name, where you were born, your star sign, and your parents names. He’ll know how old you were when you learnt to ride a bike, how your grandparents passed away, how many pets you had, and how much you hated going to school. He’ll know your eye colour, your scars, your freckles, your laugh lines and your birth marks. He’ll know your favourite book, movie, candy, food, pair of shoes, colour, and song. He’s going to know why you’re awake at 5am most nights, where you were when you realised you’d lost a good friend, why you picked up the razor and how you managed to put it down before things went too far. He’s going to know your phobias, your dreams, your fears, your wishes, and your worries. He’s going to know about your first heartbreak, your dream wedding, and your problems with your parents. He’ll know your strengths, weaknesses, laziness, energy, and your mixed emotions. He’s going to know about your love for mayonnaise, your dream of being famous when you were five, your need to quote any film you know all the way through, and your fear of growing older. He’ll know your bad habits, your mannerisms, your stroppy pout, your facial expressions, and your laugh like it’s his favourite song. The way you chew, drink, walk, sleep, fidget and kiss. He’s going to know that you’ve already picked out wedding flowers, baby names, tiles for the bathroom, bridesmaid dresses, and the colour of your bedroom walls. He’s going to know, get annoyed at and then accept that you leave clothes everywhere, take twenty minutes to order a Starbucks, have to organise your DVD’s alphabetically, and check your horoscope… just incase. He’ll know your McDonald’s order, how many sugars to put in your tea, how many scoops of ice cream you want, and that you need your sandwiches cut into triangles. He’s going to know how you feel without you telling him, that you need a wee from a look on your face, and that you’re crying without shedding tears. He’s going to know all of it. Everything. You, from top to bottom and inside out. From learning, from sharing, from listening, from watching. He’s going to know every single thing there is to know, and you know what else? He is still going to love you.

Your smile shine brighter than the morning sun, you are more irresistible than chocolates with rum,each time you put your beautiful arms around me , i realize my love or you is so vast and deep, it makes me forget the world outside, cos for them i just seem to go blind.

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Nobody can ever make me feel like this , you are a bunch of happiness. Not a day passes by when i don't miss your presence , not even a second gone by when i don't long for your essence.

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You are like a drug to me. I am so addicted to you , yo're not being by my side makes me so sad and blue.
Can't wait to hold you in my arms and never let you go. How much i miss you so , you will probably never know.